if you are feeling low today, click the flower.


woah calm down im just trying to date your dad


kinda want to talk to a cute boy I will never meet but also get married and cuddle all day

" You are a Sunday porch I could do nothing on
and feel like everything was happening. "
- Derrick Brown, excerpt from Waltzing the Hurricane (via theoryoflostthings)

but seriously can someone teach me how to love myself..

I’m just sad again lately and irritable and unhappy

one of the first times I really recognized something was wrong with me was when I was in high school and I was cooking dinner. I was chopping vegetables and my mom walked in and I got anxious because I get anxious cooking and more anxious when people watch. my sister came in and was just snipping and while I was cutting an onion, I think it slipped around, and she said, “don’t you even know how to cut an onion?” and I snapped. I started crying and I was so angry and I told them to finish and I went to my room and locked the door and did not come out for the night. 

another time I almost punched her in the face. I was talking to my mom and it must have been a difficult conversation because I was crying and I was so angry and my sister walked in and said something that upset me more and I stood up and started walking out. she was standing in the doorway and I raised my hand and it started moving toward her face and a milisecond before I hit her, I flattened my hand and stopped it right on the tip of her nose. 

I was so angry.